Lies

At some point, a conscious decision has to be made, whether to live or whether to die. Until that decision is made, and acted upon, depression will continue to offer ways of self-destruction that are, essentially, deceptive. It will lie to you, whisper through the long sleepless nights that there are ways to kill yourself that do not involve actually killing yourself.

It will offer secret ways of disappearance that look, from the vantage of the twilight, like the door to another world.

You can fade away. You can dissipate yourself, like mist in the morning breeze, and no one will see or stop you.